What a horrible feeling inside - like everything has changed. It would be easy to think that I should be happy with everything that is going on around me, but I am not. I feel like I am on the verge of something painful or haunting and it makes me feel nervous and ill.

The other day I got out of bed and thought "Hey it's Morgans birthday - today could be cool!", but that pretty much changed after being at work for ten minutes! A PC crashed in a school because of some new memory they had put in, and so I telephoned the company they bought them from and they asked me to run a memory check and print the results. Well obviously I couldnt do that there so I decided to take it back to my office and test it.

And just as I was leaving the secretary asked if I could install a printer on the other PC. So in my new coat I picked the printer up and proceeded to pour a load of black ink all over myself.

Thirty minutes later I was at home getting changed and trying to get the ink out of everything. Another coat ruined - I guess I am just destined not to have a nice coat for very long, another one I bought myself got burned on St Paddies night a couple of years ago.

So anyways, whilst I was at home I decided to run the memory check in my own PC. DOH!!! The memory then proceeded to crash my pc, never to work again - ish. Well we shall see, if I spent more time fixing it, either way it's going to be a complete rebuild. I just hope i don't lose anything on it! I have lots of valuable sentimental things on there.

And you think that is all that went wrong that day? Well no!

I was asleep later on and my phone bleeped. No-one had text so I thought that's weird. My phone makes a stupid buzzing sound when the charger is plugged in, so I unplugged the charger only for my phone to slide off the curtain (which I am yet to put up) and into my pint of water! Feck sakes!!!!

New phone alert me thinks!

And then to wrap it all off, I went out last night, won a load of money at the new casino in Liverpool and then proceeded to have an argument with a friend from work - who promptly decided to tell me to fuck off and never text her again!

Well I look forward to work on Monday then!!!

Arrrgh horrid uneasy feeling alert!

Right I am offski, have fun all x